I've never been good about blogging. I tried it on myspace - but myspace sucks, so blogging on myspace sucked. Tonight, I was looking through demotivation-pics 'cause some of those actually make me laugh out loud sometimes - which I rarely do, just not my kinda thing - and I found one about blogging: Needless to say, I giggled 'cause I already knew I'd be picking my blog design later. Which I'm done with now - and I did my bestest to keep away from all my beloved turquoise-ness.
I do know I'm rambling and I do know my lead sucks, but truly, this post just serves as an appetizer for me. Not for you, dear reader, just for myself. So that maybe, being on sick leave and having time on my hands, I will actually give the writing thing another shot. Besides, I guess mostly, blogging is supposed to entertain yourself anyway. If someone else gets pleasure from your words, that's nice but it shouldn't be the purpose of keeping a blog, at least in my opinion it shouldn't be. My opinion isn't very humble, by the way, it's got a big ego. Because my opinion and I, we do take immense pleasure in the fact that I am the kind of person who usually doesn't say anything unless she knows she's right. A pain in the ass at times, yes.
The alternative title I had in mind for this blog was "Until I Find You" - which is the title of an awesome book by John Irving that touched me significantly in many ways. In the end, my initial title idea, taken from my favorite Rapper Jean Grae's first solo album, prevailed. Because there's been so much to suck up in the past I-don't-even-know-how-many years of my life, it's time to attack them attacking things back now. Let's see how I do and if writing about it helps.
